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| Ouroboros |
Her brother died last week, tragic car accident, tragedy, age 21, young man, up and coming. And her friends came from all over the bay area, all over the state, all over the country to be with her, support her in her grief. The whole time I was consumed with jealousy (so selfish- I know) that she had so many people there for her, when nobody was there for me when Heidi died. She didn't come for me. None of our friends came. No one. I don't want to be in a poor me mindset, it makes me feel selfish and immature But it's there- I am feeling sad and hurt and, even now, unsupported by these people who I love so so much. |
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