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when i get something good, i've usually worked fairly diligently (but maybe in a too-fun way, that might be the problem) for it, but it's not easy for others to see that i haven't exactly been doing a whole lot of nothing... although it would be good to forget about what i do seem to do quite naturally, and do all that other stuff that would make me more amenable to being a social being. this reasoning is why i make an analogy to and have a sympathy for Tibet's predicament. it could be that i am actually a Tibetan, or it could be that you can make a strong analogy... either way, this particular asocial/social duality is a very clear and strong one, a nut that's maybe not even worth cracking. rather let's just fossilize the clear imperfection and do the best we can with it? actually, that's all i can really do, and if there's ever a "we" scenario, well that's not ultimately up to me, is it? but of course, the work DOES seem to bear fruit, so in a sort of devious, selfish way i will continue doing it, it's just that it doesn't make me inherently in the right for anything, really....
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