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misstree i used to be
passionate, full of laughter,
colorful, irreverant, unstoppable.

well,
i been stopped in my tracks
and i can't concieve
of what kept me going all that time:
it seems so alien to me,
that Will, that drive,
that force.

i wonder
idly, apathetically,
if i will ever remember.
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akuma aoi is still trying to add it up tell by the way that you switch your walk 050721
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andru235 in the past few years i have wondered the same about myself, misstree! i used to laugh, and bring out laughter in others, quite easily.

now i am too serious, and witless. my jokes are lost on others. blank stares and polite smiles are my most frequent returns...

i used to be very, very serious on the inside, and very mirthful on the outside. now, i have finally restored internal mirth, only to become an external bore. (some would like to take the 'x' out of the latter qualifier, heh heh)

what will the decades bring this time?
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mt if you have it on the inside, water_brothers are the best way to bring it to the surface. 050722