going_away_to_college
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so
many
nervous
people
at
school
now
.
some
,
not
so
nervous
as
they've
been
accepted
early
.
others
,
waking
up
to
realize
it's
time
to
request
transcripts
from
the
school
.
i
think
i
might
not
get
into
nyu
.
bad
feelings
about
it
for
the
past
couple
of
weeks
.
also
a
nice
song
by
blink_182.
011205
...
ClairE
Is
the
best
feeling
ever
.
The
night
before
it
,
Lisa
and
I
had
hot
discussion
about
phone_sex
and
guys
named
Montana
,
and
I
kissed
someone
I
love
.
Loved
.
Love
.
011205
...
Fire&Roses
I
have
one
week
.
A
week
to
say
goodbye
to
people
I've
known
forever
and
try
to
get
ready
for
things
I
don't
know
.
I
have
a
week
.
A
week
to
hang
out
one
last
time
with
Angie
.
A
week
to
go
waverunning
one
last
time
with
Jess
.
A
week
to
get
Timmie
to
say
goodbye
to
me
.
A
week
to
tell
Juli,
I
won't
forget
her
.
A
week
to
pack
up
anything
I
might
need
to
be
happy
.
A
week
to
choose
the
important
stuff
from
a
room
full
of
meaningful
yet
inconsquential
stuff
.
A
week
to
tell
my
mom
that
she
did
a
good
job
and
I
will
miss
her
.
I
used
to
think
a
week
was
a
long
time
.
"
Just
don't
forget
to
think
about
me
And
I
won't
forget
you
"
030818
...
tortuous
is
the
greatest
thing
in
the
world
...
away
,
free
from
my
old
but
out
there
away
from
the
fuzzy
memories
the
new
is
cold
to
me
,
waiting
to
be
filled
...
and
i
just
don't
know
how
to
do
that
yet
so
i
come
back
,
back
to
the
valley
i
live
in
...
every
weekend
to
my
old
and
i
can't
let
go
,
can't
move
on
and
yet
i
know
why
i
left
....
030818