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endless desire that when you walked out the door
and gave me that look
i melted
and tried to walk down the hall,
but tripped over my own two feet.
i saw you at your car from my window
and i blew you a kiss
and you caught it
and blew a kiss back
and i caught yours.
you see, back when you were just a silly dream in a young girls head, you blew me a kiss once as you were walking out the door with my brother. just a fun loving goofy kiss. and i had never thought what one should do when a kiss is blown in their direction. and after giving it much thought, i decided kisses should always be caught in one's hand. and i have been catching them ever since.
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karl the weed sometimes i dodge kisses. 030613
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eyedream People don't blow kisses at me. People either want to jump my bones or don't notice me at all. You'd think it would be one or the other, but I guess not. One time a girl turned her head and kissed me. I didn't know what to think. I get whistled at sometimes. I don't like that either, just because there is no soul in whistling. A blown kiss is much different. 030613
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endless desire fine, you are such a tease!
i bet you get that all the time.
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unhinged i am seriously beginning to doubt my decision to be unhinged_in_seattle without you

damn asshole i am
ripping both our hearts in two like this
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