blather
goading_him_into_sex
. when my clitoris is yammering all kinds of vulgar things
I'm pushing my mouth inside his
and wriggling my thighs into his abdomen

it's always like this in the morning
and he always humors me
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unhinged i don't even have to touch him

'you look really good. have you been working out?'


and then the next week he's so drunk he asks me how i'm getting home and i was so stoned and drunk that i let him take me home, both of us knowing that we would end up fucking.

'i'll give you a ride home.' riiiight...and then end up coming up with some excuse about why you have to get out of the car when we get to my apartment.

but i don't even have to touch him. i just stand there being hot and my cleavage and biting honesty take care of the rest.
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danny 20 years later for us, not so much. need goading loading. or something. 090518
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jezabel "i'm right in front of the theater. bring a blindfold.," i texted. it had been six days since we broke up.

"are you sure you're ok with this?"

"i'm sure," i lied.
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