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re_alisma the longer i don't show up at the party,

the longer i don't show up at the party!

and so, hooray!

cuz, you know, somehow there's going to be got to be a story, or story-like thing. a story apparition, somehow, something. &, somehow, within the preference of others.

i keep doing a nutty amount of unpaid work, & i'm sure it has some perfect dollar amount compensation, but nobody would ever be able to get it right. and , in the end, that's a pretty weird phenomenon.

(and i know for sure that if i never, ever get a decent paycheck, some will feel all kinds of guilty, about that there's no question.)

(gotta quit the karma yoga)

(I STILL GOTTA BELIEVE IN THE JUSTICE OF STEP FUNCTIONS).

(-there is hope for me-)

(this, this so very much, has been the ghost ghost GHOST at the party.)
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