blather
getting_caught
jane also relates to
getting_kicked_out
what the hell am i to do
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blue star I adore you. I realize I've blathered this before. About a different guy. A WAY different guy. I can declare you as an object of pining desire with pride... so long as no one knows you. My god, I'd be so embarassed to get caught. I wouldn't be able to speak. 020711
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unhinged when the cops called my house a little after 5am to tell my parents my brother was passed out in someone's front lawn, caught was not even the word.

i was working on my arm vibrato in my lesson today and suddenly i wanted to cover up my scars.
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jane in a different way this time

i caught myself. and i hate myself for it. what is an appropriate form of self-punishment?
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notplaythis FUCK OFF 040209