get_out_of_my


	get_out_of_my_world
Why do u do this to me	I hate this. My whole world has been invaded. Nothing is as it once was, you just stick around ruining everything i do. You're out of my life but you've yet to leave my world. I hate this sometimes. Because u can.	010925
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Why do you do this to me	I can never completely blaim you for what happened. But I can hate you, and I do.	010926
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Why do you do this to me	You just keep showing up. When things start to get a little better, you just show your ugly head and bring things back down. Its almost like you think she doesn't hate you as much as I do, you can be so naive sometimes. I just wish you would leave my world completely. I hate knowing that at any given moment you might just show up for no reason and bring things back down. But I'm going to change this, we're going to change this. We will make it through this together. We will stay together, and sometimes I hope that kills you inside.	011001
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Why do you do this to me	I'm tired of fools like you wasting my time / Hands off my soul, you can't control /And I hope your new friends will treat you just as well / For all the hard work you've done to gain their acceptance / Fuck you, my hands are washed clean but I haven't forgotten / Your hands will never wash clean, you will be forgotten / You are forgotten	011004
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thedunator	Your problem Mr. Savage, is that a part of you loves Jessica more than anything, and seeing her causes you to want her again. I'm not a retard, I saw this while I was dating Jessica. You want her gone because she DOES comprimise your relationship with Becky. You want Jessica again, and having her around brings up those emotions again.	011005
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thedunator	Another thing chief, take fucken responsibility for your actions, and stop blaming Jessica. You make her look like the bad guy. From what I've been told, you were a major influence in our break up. Then I look at this whole situation and I question your intentions. Do you think that I LIKE you? No, of course I don't, but you keep coming to the mall, the place where I work. So what do I do? Bitch and say that you're following me? Grow the fuck up, realize that you fucked up, and move on with your life and with your girlfriend. Jessica hurt me a lot the entire time that you guys were friends, and if it's anyone who should not be talking to Jessica anymore it's me. Honestly, I'd rather that you did stay out of Jessica's life because I just really don't like you, but be the bigger man, and stop bitching about it. I'm sick of you always popping up in my life as well.	011005
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Becky	This bothers everyone else more than it bothers me. I don't care anymore .. it happened.. it's in the past.. and whatever happens now.. happens I guess. He may still have feelings for her.. and that's fine.. that also happens. As long as there is no more acting upon it.. I don't really care. and if there is.. that just makes me the naive one.	011005
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Sterling625	Look, Jess is a personal friend of mine and she had only the best of intentions in her heart. Maybe she was in the wrong, but she cared for both of you. You both meant and mean a lot to her and I don't think it's right for everyone to blame her for what happened. She is a great and wonderful person who deserves to be treated right. She deserves respect and care and personally from what I have heard, Aric, you need to wake up and realize that if this is anyone's fault it is not solely hers. Grow up and take some fucking responsibility for your actions. The one person that I have seen be the most mature through all of this is Becky, the one who should be hurt the most, not to mention the most pissed off. And all you can do is sit there and whine. Get over it. Leave Jess the fuck alone. She does not deserve your CRAP!!!! Got it?	011006
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mmm	andy: you need to wake up. i'm not the child in this situation. i don't go to the mall to piss you off. i didn't really care about you anymore either way. i go to the mall w/ my friends, thats what they do, thats where they go. so i go to. hell for a while i was even thinging about talking to u and telling you i'm sorry for the way things happened, and that i never really had any hate or anger toward you, but now... well now you are just an annoying child that won't go away. and if you still think i'm the child here think about the stupid shit you tried doing on aim the other night... who's immature here? i'm pretty sure its you. now to sterling625 and andy: you both need to read more: "I can never completely blaim you for what happened." see that, i said that... i don't blame her completely for what happened. i blaim her partially, which i can. i'm am "taking some fucken reresponsibility".... and the reason i wrote this stuff here under this phrase was that it's the whole reason i blather, to get out my thoughts, its not a message to other people. i wrote this stuff not because i "still love her", like i said i hate her, and i have no feelings other than that for her. i wrote this because every time she shows up becky gets sad/mad/hurt/angry, which is understandable. i only wrote on blather because if you remember i started writing here long before you people, you learned about this place from me.	011008
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Becky	Ya know what.. all of you.. stop it. If anyone should be whining.. it should be me! and god help us all if I start bitching. Of course it's going to hurt a little when I see Jess.. even she knows that.. it obvious. I can't hate her, and nor will I ever. Because it wasn't just her. How could it have been and also involve Aric? She didn't tie him down and rape him. The only reason I'm being mature about this is because I have no reason not to be. And Andy I'm the reason he goes to the mall on Fridays.. I've been doing that for monthes now because I have nothing better to do lol. He really isn't there to bug you. And Jess can go to the mall if she so chooses.. it's a free country.. I can't make her stay home lol.. Her home is still in Granby.. same town as mine.. what am I supposed to do.. tell her she can't come home because I may or may not run into her somewhere.. Really.. I'm not that immature.	011008
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thedunator	dude, You just don't even understand the world of hurt that you have put me through. I don't know how else to act other than to not like you. It's not really my style, it's not really how I like to be. But damn man, you crossed the sacred line that men have of staying away from another guys girl. It just really hurt, and to find out that you guys had a thing going on for a while, that hurt even more. Why am I acting childish? It's just the only way I know how to make the pain go away in this whole situation. Trust me, 8 months have gone by, and the pain is still living inside of my heart. I AM still friends with Jessica, you don't even know how hard it can be for me all the time.	011113