blather
get_out_of_my_fucking_head
peyton if i could
i'd light you on fire
if you would just let me breathe
for a moment
get out
please
just get out
051010
...
misstree brandinshing a machete and
trying to wallpaper you over and
turning off all the lights and
burning you down and down and
throwing myself off a cliff,

none of it
has erased a single line.

i want you gone,
do you hear me?

i will topple your mocking image
and grind you to dust,
as long as i can get a good enough grip.
051207
...
sleepy tree long = soon 051207
...
Sintina No more wondering!
No more possibilities!
No more thinking of you at the most random times! No more!

The good memories can stay,
I guess.
If I'd just force myself
to not get sad.
It'll happen.
I can do this.

Soon you'll be as far away as he.
A pleasent glance occasionally
down the misty, glowing lane of what was but is not to be.
060109