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unhinged someone i actually love; it's been too many years. i didn't really know how back then anyways. too close to virgin and too ashamed to tell him. now, the chasm between sex and love gets wider with every fuck.


so i said no when he tried. to his credit, he didn't beg. and then i had hickies with no regret. well, not really, but at least we didn't carve another foot into the canyon of how i lost my virginity.

too bad for him, i have more self_respect than i used to.
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