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some kid so I wanted to be in a relationship
because I hadn't, and it sounded like a good thing

and tonight we went out and wandered all wrapped up / holding hands and being cuddly or whatever

I don't even know if I like hir
I mean

I like the physical cuddly kissing bit
that's good.
but I don't know if this is going to work

I feel shitty

but maybe I'm just tired and should have gone home earlier?

maybe this is not going to work out
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but... maybe it is

I don't know.

I feel right now like wanting people is sometimes more exciting than having them.
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...
the same kid six days later


so we broke up

fucking saw that coming five miles away
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