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unhinged sigh
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my patience is so thin it's all i can do not to hurl insults and mean words at strangers


'he wants to talk to you about being more enthusiastic at work'

'what?! i'm a minimum wage slave for this company' and she put her arms around me and squeezed.

'girl, i think you're more hood than i am' and she laughed. the laughter and the sort of hug i so desperately needed defused my anger into tears. she let go and i walked away so that i wouldn't start crying on the floor.

frustration at home
frustration on the bus
frustration at work


the night before i was headed home from work sitting near three college aged couples on the bus. one couple was making out heavily. public displays of affection on that level irritate me when i'm lonely. then one of the other girls leans over the aisle and pukes. thankfully my music was too loud to hear it, but my eyes and my nose weren't spared. the bus was held up at the next stop while they tried to clean it up and again several stops later when a metro employee with rubber gloves and cleaning supplies met the bus further down the route.


i keep hoping something will come along to ease my frustration and stress but only the opposite seems to be true.

if one more college kid whacks me in the face with their backpack on the bus cause they are either too stupid or ignorant to realize their backpack makes them twice as wide i might not be able to bite my tongue.
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epitome of incomprehensibility In retrospect, the timing of the smooching and then that other person throwing up sounds kind of funny. But I guess that doesn't help in the moment, when it's just aggravating... 121006