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amys new job fascination i'm working with my Maine issues now. i actually don't mean to be punning.

and going to school, studying cadavers. to maybe go into nursing.

my cousin works the graveyard shift at Stephen King's radiostation. i don't know that cousin. my aunt wrote a book about him because he was autistic. my picture is in the book. that part of the family is now out of contact. he's the cousin closest in age to me.

i like Maine. also, i had a friend, named Tia (spanish for aunt), who moved to Maine when we were in high school. I guess I could move to Maine too, it's not completely out of the question. i had a dream about some sort of Buddhist sanctuary at Acadia National Park, and it was very vital, very thrilling.
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amy i'm burning karma like paper again, i know i am. not sure if that's productive. perhaps i'm building some ties for some unforeseeable future, too. the people from Maine feel a little down-home, but in an more strict east coast kind of way. have one of these psych-out unattainable/ not really even that desirable crushes on one of the east coast managers. just trying to keep it at a low boil, it's not the worst thing in the world that's ever happened to me.

tired of the corporatism, which we are helping to build, somehow. overall a steady, lose-interest kind of job. my feet are killing me!
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amy these jerks won't give me any hours. you can never trust people in management positions to do-the-right-thing. 081103