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| misstree |
i don't want him to know how bad off i am, because if he does, he'll worry. i can't tell him how much the physical distance hurts, because there's nothing to be done for it so there's no use in mentioning it. i can't cry out from the cramp in my gut, seeing that of course i share his affections, it was merely pleasent delusion to think that i was special. if he hears, he will know that something truly benign has turned to nettles in my belly despite the protests of reason and heart. so when he asks, "what's wrong," what am i to say? |
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