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deb
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so, love,
what can we do instead?
i have to stay here
until august,
what, with planning and all,
and you need to stay there,
so we can move there when
we FINALLY make it official-
if you moved out here,
where would you live?
would we stay here,
or would we move to Colorado
after the wedding?
i hate this too, but
i don't know what else to do~
some days it's all i can do
to make myself EAT
because i'm so consumed
with the emptiness
i've become without you-
and it's a really bad thing,
and i know it,
but i can't seem to
make myself get over it
and just eat something
besides half a sandwich and
a handfull of jellybeans~
it breaks me
being this far
from the one who completes
who i am
but what alternative do we have?
i'm asking
because if there's a way
around this,
i'll snatch it up
in a heartbeat.
but right now,
i'm gonna go grab a poptart
and make myself eat it-
the last thing i need to do
is turn into
anorexic chick
on you~
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