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all this work
all of my hard work
is for nothing
all it's gotten me is
more hard work
more responsibilities
i work. it doesn't matter that it's a relatively easy job. it matters that it's an obligation, a duty. i have to be here certain times, i have to be cheerful & patient, i have certain things to get done each time.
i try hard in my classes. i made my first C. it hurts that i'm not upset. i almost want to take the class again to prove to myself i can do better. i know i can. but instead, now, my instinct is to slink by and settle for it.
i don't let myself off so easily.
the harshest grudges i hold are against myself.
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