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re_alisma what happens to me when i off_the_medication. 101213
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no reason what happens when you're on it? you don't feel the emotions or they don't flood?
(just curious)
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re_alisma i don't feel them. certain ones, like euphoria and gratitude, i've started to feel off_the_medication. although, on the negative side, i feel a little more confused. on_the_medication, everything feels very controlled, even though the chaos still seeps right in.

i suppose there are many factors, many pluses_and_minuses, and the mature way is just to know about them, make a decision, and deal.
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unhinged a friend of mine in youngstown described it best :

'everyone has peaks and valleys in their emotions. my medicine cuts off the valleys, but also the peaks. i'd rather feel everything, good and bad, than be stuck in the middle'
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