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ren No, no!
Don't look at me yet; i haven't finished putting on my makeup.

My eyes still have big black bags underneath them; I need something to reduce the swelling. I think they're still red, bloodshot from the lack of sleep.

My lips are still swollen from inside, I bit them all night so I wouldn't call you.

ugh! my nails look horrible. . . so much blood and skin underneath them. . .
where's my nailpolish?

Don't come in yet!

I've been spitting up blood all day, from the scars inside my chest;
I need to change my shirt.

wait, wait. . .
I just need to fix a few things before you see me.

Where's my shotgun?

I just need to stop this rattling in my head. . .

Here it is!

O.k., on the count of three, open the door:

One,

Two. . .
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bandersnatch sounds like a bad (good?) porn movie 031120
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bandersnatch ...bad, definatly bad 031120
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misstree sounds delicious and makes me twitch in wonderful ways. m'hat's off. 031120
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egger grins 060712