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as i take my daily vows for white_tara practice the feeling center of my heart is connecting with my voice and my voice cracks with the weight of it i take refuge in the three jewels and the basic_goodness of all sentient beings (yes, needed_reminders these days of the basic_goodness of ALL sentient beings) until the suffering of the three worlds is completely exhausted i will courageously dedicate myself to the welfare of others (yes, needed_reminders that i really am brave and compassionate) om_tare_tutare_ture_svaha bearing_witness through white_tara her_seven_eyes giving me the courage to see beyond fear beyond sickness beyond turmoil beyond other my heart cracks so wide the feeling just pours out in tears that fall with enough velocity to stream down my sternum to gather in my bra my heart cracks open as i beg the universe for help in the form of white_tara i understand the wailing wall now religion was made for times like this
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