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feel_the_heart_pounding
farmfish you are not dead yet. even your blood, void of senses, beats to the rhythm of potential happiness. 011126
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silentbob why does my heart always beat before yours does? 011126
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silentbo Can't believe my heart's still pounding 011127
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girl sometimes i can feel your heart pounding when im holding u, pressed up against u
..and i can actually feel it
...and i feel closer to u than anything else in the world
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Annie111 "Oh, your hair is so soft"

He's touching things again, things that belong to me, but we both want it.
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ClairE But I can't move.

I'm just stuck.

I'm a fuck.

At least I have rhyming_skills.
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hey now! i dont feel a thing 011220
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge you gotta feel
with the soul
of your essence
not the sole of
your feet

[than you shall truly 'feel']
011221
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge
*whisperly borrows the essence of you & releases it ever so velvety within the soul of me*

¿[now do you feel]?
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hey now! yes. that helped a lot. thank you, mahayana. 011221
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge now...
if only you can learn to silence it

[if you figure out how, please let me know]
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oldephebe heart open and aching

I used to work summers when I was in college in these summer camps for the upscale in New England- spent sometime wuth a few other college guys talking to the townies, you know what I found?

there's something hard and bitter and unyeilding in the yankee heart - they didn't care what color you were so much but if you were from some college or university ...you got a good look at that insular, discriminating Yankee heart

All those artic winters they endure..
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oldephebe oh and uh Mahayana your writing has a hypnotic lyrical flow 030811
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x in my chest every morning when i wake up (other than sunday, curiously)

when i got on the machine today and put my hands on the grips, i thought it would tell me my heart was about to explode, and i should get to a hospital, but no. it was 135.
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Yo La Tengo (i can hear the heart beating as one) 031010