blather
faramorphic
simsimma ...that's how i feel right now.
In a stage of limbo, dont know which way is up, down, frontways, backways, sideways, anyways.
In transition, from the semi transparent love to the brightly lit- iris burning threshold of permanency.
Ohh, but i feel for you too, for you are also faramorphous right now.
It is painful, the both of us , in the same sate ,yet in two diametrically opposed spheres of existence.
Our souls both hurt right now,the tumult of the journey between despair and hope....non existence and permanency, is a terrifying one.
We cannot fortell the destiny of our souls.
We can only pray that after this sojourn,we will end up in the right place.
Because we know , that it will hurt too much to love another, for my soulstring is tied in a noose around my neck,the other end attached to the noose around yours.
The further we drift away from each other, the tighter it will become, until that moment arrives when the sight of each other's soul is so obscured that we cease to exist.
040316