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fake_religion
endless desire sometimes i wish i could ask that of you
to make our lives so much easier
our life so much simplier.
to gain the trust i desire
and be allowed to sit by your side.

but i could never ask that of you.
where would it end?
im not worth such torture.
nothing is worth being fake.

yet, that does not solve my desire to place the request.
how selfish i am. only thinking of myself.
but i sat in the yellow bathtub today
(freshly scrub(bed, by the way)
and was very frightened. by thoughts of distance and touch times.
but sometimes you rescue me from my fear without saying a word.
not a single word.
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Isaou I need some way to close my speech on fake_religions.
It was
"First, there is a wombat. Then, there is no wombat. Then, there is"
Which is a quote from Mooism.

But I kinda need to change.
Ideas?
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