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starjewel I had faith for so long
I never knew faith coud be so wrong
I don't know what it was in you
That kept my faith so strong.

It was vast emerald green eyes
It was your innocence, such a clever disguise
There was something when I looked at you
That made me believe all your lies

I guess it was just that I was naive
And nothing to you, but easy to decieve
You held me there captive
Until you decided to leave

It was something that departed so sweetly
The whole thing fell part so discretely
I didn't even know you were going
Not until you were gone completely

Like trying to fix something beyond repair
Like reaching for something no longer there
I sit and I pretend, I pretend
That you'll come back and you'll care

But it's been over awhile
And we've all been in denial
Though there's nothing left
We still sit here and smile

But the truth is that you're gone
And I wish I were wrong
But it just can't be anymore
I had faith for so long
I never knew faith coud be so wrong
I don't know what it was in you
That kept my faith so strong.
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