fade_out
monadh
lost
the
fire
inside
tried
to
hold
on
but
something
kept
me
010907
...
Photophobe
(
street
spirit
)
010907
...
heheitsme
RADIOHEAD
ROCKS
!!
010908
...
Photophobe
Not
really
.
They're
fantastic
,
and
terrific
musicians
.
Their
music
is
beautiful
.
I
don't
think
they
'rock'
as
such
.
I
think
they'd
be
amused
to
hear
that
.
010909
...
unhinged
there
was
no
fading
.
one
second
i
was
laughing
because
the
surgeon
was
taping
my
ass
cheek
to
the
operating
table
and
the
next
second
i
was
waking
up
in
a
strange
place
trying
to
focus
on
the
clock
in
front
of
me
.
those
were
forgotten
hours
of
my
life
that
even
my
subconcious
can't
remember
.
i
feel
the
dream
of
it
fading
out
into
the
bitterest
reality
.
i
heard
your
words
said
with
measured
apathy
and
they
broke
my
heart
because
that
was
your
trick
.
something
that
seemed
to
matter
the
least
was
what
always
matters
the
most
to
you
.
you
don't
fool
me
.
the
more
i
know
of
you
the
more
i
realize
that
you
are
just
an
egotistical
asshole
on
most
counts
.
but
i
do
remember
the
times
you
were
around
for
me
.
i
remember
how
you
look
in
the
winter
with
your
bald
head
and
your
dimple.
my
love
for
you
is
fading
out
into
a
pale
pale
shade
of
pink
.
i
couldn't
stop
caring
for
your
fragile
genius
but
my
heart
has
finally
stopped
bleeding
.
010910
