everything's_moving_so_fast
past
and
i
feel
like
the
line's pulling
on
me
.
"
you
know
,"
my
friend
said
as
we
sat
watching
others
dance
to
horrible
music
on
saturday
night
after
we
met
up
with
the
crowd
following
some
beer
in
a
chill
bar
, "
i
didn't
mean
for
this
to
be
like
a
set
up
[--
her
boyfriend
and
one
of
her
single
female
friends
met
me
at
the
first
bar
--],
but
you
guys
really
got
on
well
."
this
was
after
i
had
let
my
cynicism
fade
,
so
i
tried
to
explain
my
situation
--such
as
it
was
before
the
unsettling_weirdness
of
this
afternoon
(
my
work
breeds
cynicism
,
not
so
good
at
this
point
).
i
like
to
think
i
have
good
self_control
.
i'm
discovering
that
i'm
not
all
that
patient
.
why
is
there
so
much
awesome
at
once
?
090608
...
unhinged
as_if_time_had_just_begun
feast
or
famine
feast
or
famine
090609
...
j
(
we
talked
about
moving
in
together
today
)
090609
...
danny
it
takes
more
and
bigger
reasons
to
change
directions
after
that
090610
...
unhinged
maybe
that
is
the
way
it's
supposed
to
be
for
us
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