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dipperwell I wish I lived somewhere else; where the world doesn't fly to pieces when I swish my hand through it.

Christmas, what have you become?
051224
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Piso Mojado driving out of tacoma- all those billboards and rush hour rushing and platic american dream tv lives- i felt nauseous 051225
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dipperwell sometimes I feel like -
if I stood at the top -
of those heaping escalators -
in yet another newly built mall -
overflowing with christmas shoppers -
and screamed as hard as I could -
ARE ANY OF YOU UNHAPPY THIS WAY
DO ANY OF YOU WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
OR FEEL SAD AND SHALLOW AND UNFULFILLED -
that they would all stop and look up
and one by one
raise their hands
not knowing how to stop this giant
fucking snowball
that says you can show someone how much you care

with diamonds
051227
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misstree be careful... once you wake people up, they need sustenance... and greyface loves his sleepers...

oh, but to bring a crowd like that back to life... 'twould be saintdom.
051228