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hmmpf
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hmmpf
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i wish i could write more than that but it speaks for itself. you know the hopeless sadness that takes over sometimes? its become constant. i love you, but sometimes i think i'm exagerating. i miss you and i don't want to lose you.
huh... i don't know what to do. i don't know anything. or maybe it's that i do know but don't want to. it's selfish, so selfish of me but i need it.
i'm not confused though, it's all so clear. i just don't know how to react. i never know how to react; my reactions are all so extremely fake, but it's because they never come to me. there's always a delay or a detour, or they never get here. does that mean i don't react? does that mean im confused?
i hope not.
mmm... guess im not so hopeless then...
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Rickie: Oh, so they're back together?
Brian: Yup. Of course, she's still gonna die someday. We're all gonna die.
~MSCL
but does it mean i should get used to being alone now, or that i should take every opportunity to not be alone before it's too late?
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meh...
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this is why i don't understand the fear of a nuclear holocaust.
i myself can see nothing better - instead of slowly disintegrating, realizing we've destroyed our chances of survival in a world we've created, we (ok - sorry for this 'run-on-sentence) all have a chance to depart in the same spcae of a moment.
and that is bliss, for when we all go together, no one misses you.
and you miss out on nothing.
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once again
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If you really belive that why are you here?
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mfg
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you cannot share the death
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super monkey robot team hyperforce go!
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who would want to die with some one else? i wouldn't. death is something that can define you. i don't want to be defined with some one else.
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