blather
every_step
fairydust i found every single step
and every place was gone
the music rang in my ears and
i wondered who he was fucking tonight and i saw the places i could never be
because i couldn't erase time
and all i did was feel sorry for myself
and it felt good
like the days when rivers ran red
in my mind
and i had no thoughts at all when my mind wasn't racing
and again the music pounded and called me home
and at night i dreamt
of everywhere i 'd rather be
of every being i thought i was
and my mind knew that only it could please me
and i was alone
and good was good and bad was bad
but bad was all that existed
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unhinged i feel like i'm living a parallel life somewhere when ever i read fairydust's stuff 011102
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sting every step you take?
my_love_is_a_flame_that_burns_in_your_name
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