every_emotional_blow_manifests
fyn gula
the
bandages
you
wear
are
not
seen
on
the
skin
,
they
are
tightly
wrapped
around
the
interior
wounds
your
soul
has
suffered
.
your
eyes
are
shattered
glass
.
your
ears
ache
from
unanswered
echoes
.
your
spirit
is
sore
and
bruised
from
the
inside
out
.
the
resuscitation
you
require
is
not
mouth
to
mouth
,
but
kiss
to
kiss
.
the
lingering
,
healing
friendship
.
the
embrace
that
reaches
around
time
.
020219
...
.
.
050305
...
delial
my
soul
is
crying
.
050305
...
dandy
logic
is
thinly veiled
by
tie
-dye emotionalism
050306
...
backflip
we
could
blow
the
planet
up
or
try
to
make
it
better
, (
take
the
black
out
of
the
ying
yang
)
070612
...
unhinged
before
i
met
him
in
november
before
he
left
me
before
i
left
him
in
april
it
had
been
a
long
time
since
i
bitterly
cried
wept
or
my
skin
itched
echoing_thought
you
couldn't
possibly
deserve
me
if
you
make
me
think
feel
like
that
070613
...
unhinged
he
changed
his
locks
and
came
back
to
me
we
never
talked
about
it
our
band
breaking
up
not
speaking
to
each
other
for
months
he
lives
on
the
southside
now
much
farther
on
the
bus
he
asked
me
to
go
to
a
sweat
with
him
he
buys
me
food
and
drugs
quite
often
i
can't
say
i
don't
appreciate
it
in
some
superficial
way
as
he
gave
me
a
ride
home
from
work
he
mentioned
that
they
had
coffee
and
he
remembered
why
he
loved
her
and
i
felt
stabbed
another
scientific
proof
that
love
is
blind
i
haven't
practiced
my
indifference
much
lately
but
i
don't
think
he
noticed
it
the
lightening
flash
of
hurt
in
my
eyes
when
he
said
he
loved
her
(
that
crazy
manipulative
bitch
that
is
extorting
him
that
ruined
us
)
i
felt
stabbed
i
woke
up
the
next
day
and
wept
bitter
bitter
tears
070829
...
Emptyness_Alive
it
self
in
different
ways
i
now
can
block
every
emotion
from
my
body
and
call
it
when
i
need
it
emotion
is
so
beautiful
and
should
be
left
to
run
free
not
to
be
critisized
070830
...
Kung Fu
oh
hhhhhh
its
a
soft
touch
is
it
...
don't
blow
me
out
then
!
070830
