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Joana. Wondering if this mental bondage is what curses me
The stream of conscience paling at the sight of you
You, who are so intangible, so haughty, incandescent
Showering the core of the self in discomfort
Awkwardness at your presence, feeling misplaced
Hatred blended in love, for what I wish to be
For whatever I could never become.....
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