blather
enough_with_the_smoking
stork daddy i had my last cigarette as of 400 pm tuesday may 16th 2006. let's see how this goes. 060516
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smokers smoke sinners sin skites blather trying to go cold turkey? you'll have a cig within the next 48 hours. 060516
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unhinged since that's all we did together
i guess it's
enough_with_you
it wasn't so weird
to act like i never knew you
like i never loved you
indulge_me
and just let it slip away


john_and_i
things change
*snap*
i'm not so scared of that anymore
the impermenance of it
things change
i started crying in the shower today
not sure why
things change
i'm done polluting my broken mind
i'm done worrying
it's thankless
things change
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ivyducktwilightseto my brother and his best friend are quitting, and making pretty good progress. I'm rather proud of them both. We got high the other night and they smoked one, though. He says he's also giving up pot. When I asked why, he said "because there's lots of other drugs to do." I laughed. 060516