endlessdesire_is_not_des_is_not_anything_is_not
endless desire has lost it all
here
.she'sdead.andiwishshewasdead.
ithinkimgoingcrazyithinkimgoingtodieinside
ifidie,illhavesomeonetellyou
soyoullknowididn'tjustleavewithoutsayinggoodbye
butidbetooafraidtosaygoodbye
idontbelieveingoodbyesonlyhellos
whatifthere'snothingaterthisandihavenopoint
imnothereimnothereimnothereimnothereimnothereimnothere
it's
all
so
awful
i
don't
know
how
to
tell
you
i
want
to
break
everything
i
want
everything
to
die
i
want
to
scream
and
rip
and
cry
and
tear
my
face
in
two
but
i
can't
i
just
need
to
hold
on
because
they
keep
saying
things
will
be
b
e
t
t
e
r
s
o
m
e
d
a
y
t
h
i
n
g
s
m
i
g
h
t
b
e
r
e
a
l
i
m
s
o
s
o
r
r
y
f
o
r
r
u
i
n
i
n
g
b
l
a
t
h
e
r
.
d
o
n
t
t
alk
j
u
st
nod
your
head
.imsosorry.
031223
...
endless desiwoi
im
not
real
im
not
here
im
so
far
gone
im
not
hear
you
dont
see
me
im
not
hear
slipping
away
you
can't
see
me
you
can't
hear
me
no
one
can
no
one
can
bang
bam
im
gone
like
magic
just
let
me
die
im
so
afraid
of
myself
im
going
to
die
i
have
no
point
im
not
here
im
not
here
im
not
here
im
not
real
im
not
real
im
not
real
im
just
a
fake
person
an
image
of
your
imagination
im
not
real
im
not
real
im
just
fakefakefake fakekkdkda
i
can't
be
realjdk
im
just
a
go
=ddjkad
gone
gone
gone
gone
gone
gone
so
far
gone
gone
fake
gone
just
a
word
a
breath
a
nothing
nothing
nothiong
a
cut
blood
nothing
djakdjnothihng
im
notnothing
blowing
in
the
wind
bye
bye
floddjklnnotihing
im
acan't
imnodtjkd;a
words
typing
ic
an't
do
it
im
sorry
im
sorry
im
sorry
im
sorry
im
djust
always
worng
im
jst
awful
gone
gone
gone
gone
gone
031223
...
x
I
feel
like
I
know
what
you're
going
through
but
I
have
nothing
good
to
say
.
I'm
so
useless
like
that
.
031223
...
Habitual Perceiver #314
"
There
is
nothing
we
can
hold
onto
in
this
world
,
only
by
letting
go
can
we
truly
possess
what
is
real
"
You
sound
as
though
you
are
starting
to
find
some
detachment
from
reality
...
embrace
freedom
031223
...
realistic optimist
*jumps
over
the
void
of
ichor
and
blackness
to
give
endesire
a
big
sloppy
hug
for
the
most
awesomest
christmas
card
he
has
ever
gotten*
031223
...
Road
is
sad
because
he
hasn't
received
anything
from
desires
fingers
yet
.
031224
...
faith
*
kisses
you
very
softly
*
031224
...
sometimes_she
dies
trying
to
keep
her
head
above
water
.
031225
...
whitechocolatewalrus
im
not
here
either
.
031225
