emotionally_messy
yummychuckle is mad at her mother
i
was
going
to
throw
some
words
at
you
when
your
voice
picked
up
and
grew
an
angry
froth
when
it
invaded
my
ears
.
I
was
going
to
just
let
you
know
how
I
feel
inside
and
I
was
going
to
tie
you
down
with
white
sheets
and
sanitary
plastic
twisty
ties
so
you
would
have
to
hear
me
this
time
.
the
world
is
not
about
how
you
feel
,
and
i
know
its
not
about
how
i
feel
which
is
why
i
let
you
dive
into
my
head
and
thrash
around
and
gnash
at
what
you
made
of
me
and
i
made
of
me
.
but
its
gone
too
far
and
i
cant
understand
how
a
selfish
baby
is
capable
of
reproduction
and
birthing
such
a
black
thing
as
me
into
this
mess
.
all
i've
ever
wanted
was
for
you
to
listen
and
maybe
even
care
.
and
maybe
the
fact
that
i
must
tie
you
down
for
this
should
tell
you
that
i
need
the
help
you
refuse
to
provide
me
.
i
was
hoping
my
words
would
sting
but
apparently
you
don't
hear
any
fucking
thing
.
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...
billie
physically
broken
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...
Syrope
and
obviously
that
scares
you
020622
...
life
is
070918
...
bet you
my
emotions
are
neater
than
yours
?
070919
...
blather pirate check
be
my
emotions
messier
than
yours
,
argh
?
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...
6sy
.
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