blather
emo_fragments
x i get in these places
with these people
where i can't say how i love them
holding back always
not getting everything i want
just so i don't lose
what i can get
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unhinged .


but i always end up losing it
everyone_leaves_eventually
especially if they have no idea
what they mean to you

it has been six years
(six years ago at this time we were together)
since i knew what it meant to be more than a friend
needed
loved
since then
i've only been wanted
at best
and it wasn't my heart they wanted

photographic_memory
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hexfix93 Cut me open and fool around with whatever is inside. 090429
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mt i will always give you space when you ask for it

but why did it have to be now?
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