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GibbyPhD the Ego, the ID and the Super-Ego surround me
conflicting pursuits & conquests of Pleasure, Reality, and Morality
the invade my mind’s eye, bring out my defense mechanisms,
create an inner turmoil that is strangely erotic, like pushing on a contusion,
why do I allow them to quarrel so, why do I allow this confusion?
is it ennui, trepidation, amusement, selfishness, devotion?
no, it’s is only the same 3 “personas” which forever will surround me,
always there to remind me why being human is such a fanciful thing.
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niska nah, you're just afraid to hear 'no'...

and that's ok, cause it's quite the ego-slap.
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