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i wonder if you still have the four leaf clover in your wallet. i wonder if you still write in the black and white composition notebook. i gave them to you. i gave you myself. i wonder if you regret what you did. but i've moved on. i found someone new. you said someday, but someday wasn't soon enough. i love him, but i'm afraid of the past becoming confused with the present, and everything happening all over again. continuously giving myself and everything i have and then falling apart when it's not enough. when he/she/they/it/(but especially you) leave me, and i'm alone again. i want to hold his hand forever, even if that word makes my body shake. |
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