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i can't take my own side because doing so would not release me. i'm the disposable woman. losing yourself in something tempts the male psyche to beg that it must also be nothing. and i thought i was supposed to be doing chemistry. maddening, in't?
but, i don't believe in all those chemical things, either. they are not basic enough, or nihilistic enough. i don't want to teach them to children. i can forgive myself for this, but i can't come up with recommendations. can't live down all the Gone Girl garbage. there is no hope within normal parameters - and that's why I literally believe that in his previous life, Matt Damon was one of my local firefighters. in the next? a daimon astrologer -- why not, really.
the disposable woman, just dispose dispose dispose me.
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