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I was reading one of my past blathes entitled how_do_you_think_i_sing, and I re-read a response from Andru235.
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do you like how you sing? more importantly, do you like singing? what is more important to you, the joy music brings you, or impressing other people? are you a fan of the number 5,632.6341? if you had to pick your nose, right this moment, would you pick a crooked one, or perhaps one that was bulbous?
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I'm afraid that gaining appreciation from other's is more important to me right now than the music itself.
I hate admitting that ...it makes me out to be a selfish bastard who uses an art in an effort to to boost his self-esteem.
It makes me a pawn.
And even if I had all the talent in the world...it would not erase that horrible title.
I want to erase what I have just written but it would further prove how much I care about my image, even if only to myself.
Don't get me wrong...I don't do a whole lot to fit in...I don't feel a need.
I don't want to be like that.
I wanna be the main event.
And for some reason I want to be known as a good songwriter and singer.
maybe pawn was a bad word-choice (though I still refuse to erase it.)
I'm more of an entertainer who depends too much on his crowd.
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