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| sirflaccid |
I wanted to wait and see if this was some kind of phase. It looks as though it was not. Lately, I have had some kind of revelation that has yet to be revealed to me. I have made an unconscious decision to be relatively happy. I don't know why but it has happened. (Either that or I finally snapped. Hence, the unrevealed revelation.) I wish.... Well, you know what I wish. But that really doesn't faze me anymore. At one time, I was a good boy. And now I am a good man. And that is all that really matters. As long as I can be comfortable with my situation, and me I can be happy. And that is what you fell in love with. And because you pick them so well, I believe that is who I want to be again. |
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