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stork daddy i don't need to be knowing worlds when i'm rocking them! 050912
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Freak everything is just so different now 050913
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unhinged but you could if you took the time to look 050913
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misstree and i don't know yours
and thank you for reminding me
that, while my sphere may be larger than many,
there is too much universe
to have seen even a fraction.
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unhinged the more worldly you are
the more you know about yourself
and the less you know about those around you
so many of your own experiences
eating up the space of your perception
no room for understanding someone else
wordly does not necessarily understanding of others make


i've tried to understand the horrible tragedy that has been in his life
and how that could possibly translate
to the cold callous face he presents to the world
and i don't quite get it
that his adult life
is firmly rooted in his horrible adolescence
that he doesn't want to let_go
that his utilitarian view of relationships
only an uncontrolled id
and so rarely
i feel the love in him
that he hides
so i hide my love
where he can't steal it from me
our worlds mostly mutually exclusive
except for those few problems
hours months
that intersect
he can't let_go
and neither can i
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stork daddy everyone in the lockerroom says you have a really small sphere. 050914
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birdmad ...but that won't stop you from both projecting and speaking as though you did 050914
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stork daddy what birdmad really means is that everything is going to work out just fine! 050914