tears_sighed_in_pillow
-{::ephemeral_arcs::}-
lying
a
scatter
brain
tears
sighed
into
my
pillow
each
stroke
an
effigy
of
myself
(
help
me
)
he
said
020507
...
phil
do
not
hate
yourself
020507
...
-{::ephemeral_arcs::}-
images
of
the
partial
crosses
you
tote
as
buildings
hold
the
landscape
now
in
cries
i
hear
the
snowfall
in
cries
i
hear
your
tear
fall
now
was
then
the
moment
hold
me
close
as
your
tenant
distance
was
the
mile
of
river
tomorrow
breathed
from
you
a
gone
shiver
never
again
was
your
blessing
clasp
silence
in
the
cusps
of
your
heart
meant
tale
seeped
the
miles
and
again
we'll
conquer
trials
with
the
look
of
your
:sad_eyes:
holding
the
moment
in
doubt
holding
my
heart
in
doubt
..
the
)look(of||your||sad||eyes
020507
...
phil
my
sad
heart
020507
...
.fallen
damn
this
...
damn
this
...
damn
this
....
damn
this
....
fucking
roller coaster,
I
want
off
!
there
is
no
excuse
....
no
excuses
...
damn
this
....
fuck
them
...
fuck
me
...
and
then
fuck
the
world
!
I
want
off
.
040302
...
f
it's
bigger
and
you
are
to
040302
