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this is who i want to be with for the rest of my life. THIS is what i want to wake up to, this flesh and mind, this ethereal being...
I want nothing more than his smile and his thoughts, i would want nothing more than to feel his warmth against my frigid skin, someone to heat me up and I want no more than two letters: "us"...
this is the father of my children, these are the eyes i will look into when all else has failed me, and it will make it all better. this man is the stuff my dreams are made of, and this premature love has given me a reason to breathe...it has inspired my life and my writing, and screwed it all up at the same time. its has taken ahold of everything and darkened the outlines and highlighted the good.
this is who I want to marry.
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and this is the sort of writing that makes me hate clicking the "blather" button.
but i feel it and i couldn;t keep it in. I wish I could give everyone a peice of it, so they can feel this way just now...how i feel...
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i guess now it is safe to assume that i have been replaced. hmm. well, i suppose there are worse ways to find out. yay.
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but can you imagine one?
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i
would trip over my meanings
if i told you
and i couldnt bring myself to it
i really am so sorry...
i do care about you
its just different now and
i am sorry that
"my heart is a whore"
as mr.reznor once stated.
its just...
and...
you will find a girl better for you
made for you
and i am not her.
I...
god. i suck.
and i need to go to school now.
please dont hurt yourself. pleeease pleeease.
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