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another_lonely_saturday_night i had a coaching with the cello prof for the recital i'm playing in in about a week and he reminded me of why i left school. he picked a quarter up off the piano in his studio and handed it to me and said 'here, now you can go get a clue.' and i said 'you know, probably not. everything's more expensive these days.' and he laughed and i guess it was supposed to be a joke. but i've been replaying the incident in my head all day. like when i was young and every social interaction pained me to the point of obsession afterwards. |
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| unhinged | to even think about telling you how i really feel about you | 080426 |
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my brother is having neurological problems. my sisters thyroid is going nuts. my mom can barely get out of bed between her headache disorder and her back problems. my family is falling apart; this is when living thousands of miles away sucks |
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