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Her love is enormous, overflowing from her whole being. She is so small, but so full of love, she generates love the way bodies generate heat, being sure that she has plenty to share and give. Her sincerity warms my heart to the point of beautifully painful expansion, knowing her love has given my heart tools to learn to build even stronger love in myself to share as well. I think that she knows this is what she does, that giving and showing love will create more and keep it flowing in all directions to every heart in smiling_distance. She said something to the effect of teaching_is_love, or so I understood it.
When offered some food she said, smiling, that she was already so full, of happiness. She said love_and_health were best to focus on and build upon. The most important. She_is_right.
She was so happy to see you, she couldn't stop loving_you_out_loud, how good looking and loved and wonderful you are, She_is_right she held our hands, reaching out over a d over to touch, I think a couple of times she hesitated in her movements to reachout, so I reached out.
She looked at me with her cloudy_eyes, so full of love, and told me about love, with and without words. She said to you "she loves you so much, it shows in her eyes" I nearly cried. She is so sweet and sincere and full of love and so frustrated too. I wish that I could erase her pain and tend her every need to the end, which seems to be nearing, making it feel more urgent to give her whatever she wants, give her all_the_love_in_the_world. She said she wished her husband were there, that he loved her so much and she him... I know how that would feel, I know that she loves so well because she learned what it felt like to be so loved and to love in return . Whatever flaws she had or has, they are hardly there in the presence of love.
I hope that she leaves this world in fulloving_bloom, not a closed_bud. I hope that her heart relaxes and all the love it can take flows through her and guides her to where she wants to go from her body. She will leave this world crying for the loss of her being, but better for having known her. Her_love_is_eternal and will live through us, the flowers, the stars... I am so glad that we get to spend this time with her.
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