blather
whered_i_go
jenicor I was pretending I had my shit together
and
I didn't need words
and
back off, I GOT THIS
and
ignore the shattering clattering noises
behind the curtain...

But when the breaking has broken
and all the shards wait to be counted
I will have_words again
and find myself
willingly_unwillingly
drifting, seeking,
screaming and listening
for right response
in these strange
seas of blue.
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