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Will this ever end?
This world i created in my darkest moment. The thoughts that envaded my consciousness and surround me every day now. Will these thoughts subside and be disposed of as they should be? I want them to go away, dissapear into thin air, so we can go back to how we used to be. This constant drumming in my head which wont stop, wont let me sleep, wont let me be happy, wont let me smile, wont let me live. Will this torment ever end? Will you come back to me my sweet love? Then it will all end, all these thoughts will fade away and you will once again be my one and only thought. My happiness, my wholeness, my reason for living. Instead i am trapped here. Trapped in this world my head created. With no windows, no light, no love, just darkness. Darkness that surrounds me and smothers me day in, day out. It wont release me, it wont let me breathe again. Please let me leave this world. I choose not to be here, i choose not to live here without you. I cannot do this, i cannot escape this false reality in which i have been placed. Will this ever end or will i live my life under this dark shadow that surrounds me for eternity. Will i see the light again. Will i learn to love again. Will i escape from my already planned death that this world is taking me to? Will this ever end?
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