blather
good_better_best
tit good better best.
ill never be first.
this couldnt be worse.
you dont know
when you talk to me in your slippery sweet ways
that im more scared than i can say.
im used to the abuse.
it is more ritual than anything now.
a comforting habit im afraid to break.
but you make me feel good
you make me think im better
but ill never be first
and that hurts the worst
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