blather
now_and_now_and_now
sab and the sadness disolves
into flames of rage
and the screaming in my head
starts up
again

but the screaming reminds me
that i am still
alive

and while alive
i can still

continue




[thank you misstree for come_change_the_world_with_us which awoke me once
again]
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