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EECP I may call you this on occasion.
Not to demean you, not to make you feel like a child, not to limit your potential, only to express how much I adore you.
Nothing on this planet has a fraction of my attention compared to you. You are the most important thing to me.
More important than money, possesions, power, respect, or any of the ususal "valuable possesions."
You are my baby girl. Not in a way which I think I own you. Only in the way that I value you above all else. In the way that you have chosen to give your love and intemacy to me.
I miss you baby girl.
You will always be my one and only baby girl.
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itsrainingagin thank you, i really needed that. [im a boy but so what.. :] 020517
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EECP The fact that you are my baby girl, and that you promised to always be the previously mentioned, makes me smile and cry. It also makes me want to lay my head down on your chest....be you eecp...and let my eyes release concentrated pain.
I would hear you beautiful voice and life would be ok. I would close my eyes and feel your loving presence and know that life was going to be different.
I would feel myself sinking into your heart and know that I would never have to suffer another day in you absence. Absence of my soul mate. The type of suffering that you have real fear of what is changing for you beyond the veil.
You will always be my baby girl. I will never feel this way for anyone other than you. I know that now. I don't deny it. I only hope to be so luck to be graced by your presence in the way my soul was designed.
Again.
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